I literally lived the lyrics to 'Blue Christmas'

Indeed, it was a blue, blue Christmas without her. I couldn't stop myself from thinking... you're supposed to hang out with loved ones for Christmas, right? So many people take it for granted, thinking "oh hey, that's easy, loved ones are the one thing you always have". But no. Not so easy for some.

Anna is the one thing I really, truly need (not that I'm calling her a thing) but like... I don't have her. It shouldn't be this hard, ya know? If only I could just, like, cuddle with her, and just talk or something simple like that it would be the perfect Christmas in my eyes. But no. I can't even get that much. :(

I guess I'm okay now though. I'ma keep on truckin'. Perseverance! I don't care if it sounds creepy or not, I know I'll get her someday.

GUESS WHAT I FOUND

THIS FORTNIGHT'S SUMMARY

music: The Beatles - I Am the Walrus | Powered by Last.fm

I love that word. Fortnight.

Anyway, Christmas happened! I generally try not to get my hopes up for anything special, but of course I still write a list anyway. Didn't get anything on it, though. But I still got a new TV and some DS games and stuff, so it was alright.

Lesser things I got were clothes, AVON products, candy, a DVD, and coffee creamer. Oh, and gift cards to McDonald's and FYE.

I also got a bit depressed by the realization that Christmas is supposed to be a time where you hang out with loved ones, and my loved ones are all thousands of miles away and I'm instead forced to live with people I depise. I forgot aboot all that pretty quickly, though, as I then contracted chronic nausea that lasted a little over a week. I'm better now, though!