Hm... I dunno if I can handle that. When I was little I got stomach aches sometimes and I always prayed for death to end it.

Yeah people keep telling me lately my teeth might kill me. I'm okay with that though if the alternative is pain. Life sucks anyway

Couldn't I just kill myself on my own terms if/when that starts and then I'd just die instantly? Blowing up seems p quick.

throwing a molotov cocktail at a gas pump when I'm right beside it. I imagine I'd be vaporized instantly, thus no pain.

I don't understand why everyone wants me to kill myself but nobody'll explain hoo to do so. Idk I might go to a dentist i guess

Why not? In what way to you benefit from me being alive? If anything Dead!Nick could be beneficial by being a poltergeist

Ed Note: He's talking about going to the dentist and then suicide.